2010 First Post in here.

對我黎講友誼係好重要
朋友係一生一世
i really appreciate it.
IC CD MZ CC
thankyou : )

one more month until uni starts.
there are still lots of things that i wanna do
but it seems to be not much time left.

Major event is happening in about 2months time.
and i always ask myself do i really want this happen?
am i truly feeling happy for you ?
will i be able to get used to this change ?
or am i trying to avoid it ?
I just want you to be happy ,
but at the same time there are things that i don't really want to happen.
We don't talk like we used to, i don't share my feelings anymore.
we hardly see each other anymore, having pressure to look after the family
and tired to do everything alone.

what should i do ?